Update from me :)

Hiya

As you can see I am sticking within my limits of under 700 calories on a daily basis and it’s coming on amazingly well. I am feeling amazing for it, I have so much more energy and I am beginning to enjoy life again :)

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I am also exercising more regularly and I am creating a deficit, I burn more than I eat, so therefore I am loosing weight.

 

Day 27 of Thininspiration Challenge

How do you deal with being around food?

I get very anxious when I am around like i am obsessed with calories and fat content I am always thinking is this too much for me to eat right and then I am thinking how the hell am I gonna burn it all off.

 

Lose that weight x

Not great at the moment, I have put five pounds so I am having to up my exercise a little just for a few weeks/pounds if i want to reach mid way point of 135 by xmas.

Today I am doing great :) So far I have eaten some cereal (149 calories) and drank four cups of tea and had half a bottle of diet coke. (60 calories) Then I skipped lunch and did some walking round town (burned off about 100 calories) and tonight I am just having something small, then I am going on my bike for a while and im aiming to burn off in total 3,500 calories to lose a pound in weight.

MH Team

Today I had an emergency appointment with someone at my MH team as I have had a tough couple of weeks the last few weeks and really it’s getting too much for me right now. I am getting a lot more stressed out and depressed about a variety of things that are happening in my life right now and really I don’t know how much more I can take. So I spoke to this gentleman, he was very reasuring and I told him everything, how I was feeling, I was bit pissed off when I saw him and he judged me for the amount of money I owe.  He was like that’s a small amount to be in debt.

Day 26 of Thinispration Challenge

What excites you most about reaching your ugw?
The thing that excites me about reaching my ugw (which is now 105) is that I can’t wait to wear size 6-8 clothes and and I am looking forward to showing off my body no matter what people say, it would probably be a huge shock to people and i would probably look completely different to way I am now. But I am gonna be one happy chick when I am there. I am certainly not gonna let my parents or CPN stop me.

 

 

 

 

Day 25 of Thininspiration Challenge

Have you ever purged? If you have, describe your first experience.

I sort of purge quite a lot, I mean I don’t go to over board just when I have eaten a lot, I don’t like the feeling of fullness but i only make my self sick say once in a blue moon, although I do have urges which can be hard to control.But I do exercise excessively according my CPN the other week. I can easily burn off 2500 calories and cycle 20-30km on my exercise bike, which is quite a lot in one go. It’s a regular thing I do to lose weight.

 

 

 

Day 24 of Thininpiration Challenge

How do you feel about the terms pro-ana/pro-mia?

I don’t know how I feel about the terms pro-ana and pro mia simply because I am 50/50 on it? For some people going pro-ana/mia has made them feel better, I wouldn’t recommend loosing this weight my self, but ever since i started cutting down on calories I have gained so much energy and not lost energy. I do think afer a few months it becomes addictive.

I.e i lost 8 pounds a few weeks ago quite rapidly and now because of lifestyle changes I am trying to lose another 8 pounds and so on.